Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Measurement Monday Follow Up and an Article

My measurements are about a quarter inch down across the board and I'm down two pounds.

 In other news, I read an article that has me a little worried. For those of you not able to read the article (I know mobile can be a pain), it basically says that progesterone based birth control can cause weight gain. I found this PDF of a study on birth control and weight gain. Basically, low estrogen and high progesterone stimulates acylation-stimulating protein which is a hormone that stores fat even when insulin is low. The study found that women on progesterone based birth control were twice as likely to become obese over three years even after accounting for diet and exercise. I've been on progesterone or low estrogen birth control for about six years now - which coincides with when I started to really put on weight.

Looking back, I've been trying to lose weight passively since last September. In January I (along with everyone else in the U.S.) decided to rededicate to my diet and joined a gym and focused on high protein and healthy eating. In April I started keto, and still, at the end of all of this: I weight 10 pounds more than I did when I started. Plus, August was when I got this birth control. Ugh.

Today I'm going to call my doctor and schedule an appointment to get my thyroid and blood work done. Given that I haven't had my blood work done in a few years, I'm probably due anyway. If my doc tests my thyroid and it's nothing, then I'm going to keep with this high protein IIFYM diet, and up my exercise, and re-evaluate the calories I should be eating and what, if any, supplements I should take. On the other hand, if I find out something is going on, hopefully it'll help my efforts and I'll start seeing some real progress with my diet and exercise.

If you're concerned about your thyroid, the above mentioned article suggests to ask specifically for a test called "Free T3 Reverse T3" because hormones in birth control can mess with other thyroid tests. Supposedly there is a medication that can be prescribed to help get you down to pre-contraception weight. I'm not sure the side effects of that, given that the article didn't specify what the medication would be. That's something I'll research if the thyroid test shows anything abnormal.

Monday, July 28, 2014

Measurement Monday: July 28th, 2014

I'm so frustrated! I'm hoping I'm just retaining water because I drank a ton of soda this weekend at a concert and ate salty greasy food. I did stay within my macros pretty much all week though. Not that it matters, apparently. 
Abdomen: 44.5 (.25)
Waist: 34.7 (.25)
Bust: 43.5 (-.25)
Chest: 37.75 (.25)
Hip: 46.5 (.25)
Left Arm: 14.5 (-.25)
Left Forearm: 10.75 (0)
Left Calf: 16 (0)
Left Thigh: 27.75 (.25)
Right Arm: 14.125 (0)
Right Forearm: 11 (0)
Right Calf: 16.25 (.125)
Right Thigh: 28 (.5)
Neck: 14.5 (0)
Current Weight: 204.4 pounds (+1.2)
Inches lost:+1.375
Running total: -.085 inches, +8.4 pounds

UGH! I'll probably remeasure tomorrow to see how much of this is water weight. 

Friday, July 25, 2014

Why I Miss Keto

Seriously, I was never hungry on keto. I can't stop eating now. I'm not going over on my calories, but I'm ridiculously hungry compared to before. I hate it.

Thursday, July 24, 2014

Protein. Ugh.

I've read online, over and over again, it's not that hard to get 155g of protein in. Yet at the same time, 4oz of chicken (a bit less than I normally eat is only 36g. A big scoop of my protein powder is only 30g. I am not hungry enough to eat 5 times a day! How are people doing this?!

I'm not even over indulging in other macros! I'm consistently under in calories and carbs and fat is usually about spot on. I'm debating if it's better to eat protein when I'm not hungry, or just stay under on calories and protein for the day.

While we're on the subject of protein, I can finally see why people rag on vegetarians and their protein sources. If I as a carnivore cannot get enough protein in, how do vegetarians do it?! This is a genuine question here, if I have any vegetarian readers. I like beans and chickpeas (which I think are also beans?) which I know are good, but I'm not going to just sit down and eat a bowl of either. I did see a recipe for roasted chickpeas that I'll have to try though.

Then there's some sources of protein that are great, but I won't eat. For instance, I don't like nuts other than peanuts. I don't intentionally eat/drink soy because it can interact with my birth control (oh God, no babies!), and while Quinoa is great, I read an article about how the first world countries are robbing developing nations of their native food source and causing starvation and I just feel guilty.


Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Tracking Macros

Part of why I loved keto was because after you learned what was "okay" or "not okay" to eat, you don't need to track. I hate tracking what I eat. Sure, I'd periodically spot track for a day to be sure I was on target, but there wasn't the day in/day out tracking. Ugh. IIFYM is the opposite of that. It's not that I "don't have the time" it's just that I don't like to. It's tedious and feels a bit obsessive. You know what I do like about it though? It means that I can have potatoes.


Review of Day One of IIFYM

Wow, so it's really hard getting in 155g of protein. I eat meat, don't get me wrong, but I'm on a budget. There's only so much meat that I can cram in before I feel guilty. I ended up eating 2 cans of tuna and 2 eggs (tuna patties!) for dinner in order to get  enough protein in (and get some nasty burns along the way). That's a ton of food for one meal for me. Anyway, I can tell that my keto way of eating has really affected how I cook.

Carbs: Short 84g
Fat: Over by 28g
Protein: Spot on
Fiber: 33g short!
Calories: 126 short

I never thought it'd be difficult to get in enough carbs. It's so difficult to change on a dime. Given that I was full anyway, I elected to stop eating despite being short on carbs and way under on fiber. Hopefully I will do better today and not have to cram it in.


Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Welcome to the IIFYM Diet

I want to be athletic in build - strong, lean, cut, with definition. Keto is a really neat diet, and I think there's a lot of hardcore science behind it, but from my research, it's not great for athletes. I may no be thin, but I train like an athlete and I think my diet needs to reflect that. For those that don't know, body builders go through phases in their training, either bulking (gaining muscle and a small amount of fat) and cutting (losing fat and maintaining muscle). Right now I'm at 35% bodyfat. What does that mean? Well, since I weigh about 200 pounds, that means that I have roughly 130 pounds of muscle. Since my goal weight is between 135-145 (and I want to be at about 18% body fat). On the high end, that means I'll have about 120 pounds of lean mass - less than I currently have.

There's a couple schools of thought when it comes to cutting, but predominantly it's Eat Clean or IIFYM. The clean eaters, as you can likely infer, eat lots of veggies, lean meats, etc. IIFYM stands for If It Fits Your Macros. I love too many of the creamy recipes that I learned on keto to eat clean. I LOVE cream sauces.

The downside to IIFYM? So many different calculators and ways to go about it. I've decided that for the next 2.5 months (how long I was doing keto), I'm going to follow the one from IIFYM.com. It's highly lauded in the body building community as being reliable and reasonable. On top of that, it says that I should be down to 18% body fat in 25-38 weeks. That'd be pretty sweet.

So my macros will now be 49g of fat (down 100g!), 177g of carbs (up 157!), and 155g of protein (up 100g). I'm also focusing more on raising my calories. During keto, I was only eating 1400 calories simply because I lacked hunger.  Now my goal is 1780 calories. We'll see how it goes.

Goodbye to Keto

While I love what keto does for my skin, my energy, my blood sugar, and my hunger (plus the food is awesome!), I've decided keto is not for me. This past week, I was extremely well behaved. Didn't cheat once, kept my carbs low, went to the gym three times, the whole nine yards. I have nothing to show for it. On top of that, I was reviewing my old gym journal (pre-abdominal tear), and I was upping my weight on 2-3 exercises every session. Do you know how many times I've upped the weight on an exercise this last month? Twice. I have been to the gym 10 times, and have upped two exercise 5 pounds. I used to up my squat by ten pounds almost once a week.  I feel like I'm not getting nearly enough protein, but when I eat all the fat I have no appetite.

For those of you that love keto and are having success, I am envious and wish you all the best. I'll still be posting keto friendly recipes because my new diet (post to come!) will only allow 175g of carbs, and I'm saving those for veggies and home made bread.

Measurement Monday: July 21st, 2014

I lost zero inches and didn't cheat once. I am pissed.


Saturday, July 19, 2014

Progress!


I am so excited I'm making real progress at the gym. Check out this gun!

Harsh overhead lighting for the win!
Do you see that line of definition?! It looks like someone photoshopped a strong arm on to a fat chick! I'm so proud of myself. Plus, look at my ribs - no more side fat spilling over my bra. Sorry for the worlds ugliest sports bra by the way; I'm painting and didn't feel like getting dressed up for it. Also, note, minimal muffin top and those shorts are a size 17 low rise (though I pull them up because seriously, no one that's a size 17 should be wearing low rise booty shorts). I can't believe I'm seeing progress so soon after getting back to the gym less than three weeks ago.

Hopefully when I get August photos up I'll be even more buff. I've decided to skip July's photos given that it's almost over. 

Friday, July 18, 2014

Keto on a Budget

On various forums around the internet I've noticed a lot of people whining about how expensive it is eating keto.
Maybe it's just because I was on paleo before this, but I really don't think it's unreasonable. Here's what I eat to stay on budget:

Necessities: 
1. Eggs - Seriously, a shit-ton of eggs. I buy 5.5 dozen at a time at Walmart for less than $7. I usually eat two a day whether it be for breakfast or hard boiled for lunch (usually in a salad, not alone).
2. Heavy Whipping Cream - It's awesome and I use it in everything. I quit drinking milk, so this has replaced it. Given how thick and rich heavy whipping cream is, I generally don't drink it.
3. Spinach - I buy spinach in giant bags from Costco. I think it's a five pound bag. I eat all of it, by myself, before it goes bad. When it's fresh I take salads to lunch (just spinach, no lettuce), have it in breakfast burritos, and in omelets. As it becomes slimy and wilted I make creamed spinach, saute it and put it in my scrambled eggs, or dice it and put it in my mini-quiches (recipe to come soon!).
4. Beef - Right now, beef is cheap where I live. I'll pick up a beef roast at 60-75% off, hack it into reasonable sized chunks, freeze the pieces in separate bags, and throw them in the slow cooker. I live on the border, so I always make mine spicy and instead of doing the traditional potatoes and carrots, I use canned tomatoes, canned jalapenos, and salsa. I then throw it in breakfast/regular burritos, salads, or low carb tacos made of cheese.
5.Chicken - Now since I cook for John, and he doesn't care for cheap chicken like drumsticks (not a dark meat man), I only buy breasts. If you don't mind dark meat, by all means buy what's cheapest. When it comes to chicken breast, I only buy it if it's less than $1.89 per pound.
6. Rotisserie Chicken - It's summer right now, which means my kitchen is 90 degrees before I turn on the oven, so I buy the cheap $5 pre-cooked chicken at Walmart. During the winter I'll likely roast my own, but for now whatever. One word of caution, find out what your chicken is coated in. Some have added sugar. I usually stretch the chicken out over a couple days between the two of us. Low carb burritos (with spinach!), on salads, in low carb tacos, etc. If I were eating it alone one chicken would easily last me a week. Be sure to eat the skin!
 7. Folgers instant coffee - Don't buy the Walmart brand. It's awful. The reason coffee is on my list as a basic necessity is because coffee often replaces breakfast for me on the days that I work (because my lunch is early). Drinking coffee for breakfast is cheap, and with the added fat that makes it bullet proof coffee, and a handy meal replacement.
8. Coconut oil - I buy the cheap Louisiana brand refined coconut oil. Why do I use coconut oil? Well, I think olive oil can be expensive, and it goes rancid pretty quickly in my hot kitchen. In addition, I like to fry, and coconut oil is stable at high temperatures, and third, it's cheaper than butter, so I use that in my bullet proof coffee.
9. Bacon grease/quality lard (no hydrogenated oils!). Personally, I think butter is a bit expensive for greasing a pan or putting over vegetables, plus, butter doesn't taste like bacon! In addition, I save my bacon grease in a big jar next to the stove and use it for pan frying.I find it lends the chicken more flavor than coconut oil alone, and I tend to eat less chicken when I fry it in bacon fat.
10. Cheese - It's cheapest to buy a 5 pound brick and shred it yourself. It's time consuming, but if you're worried about money, just suck it up and devote 20 minutes of your life to grating cheese. Plus, if you shred it yourself you don't have to worry about hidden anti-caking agents that have carbs. Walmart brand is usually around $9 for 5 pounds and 5 pounds of shredded cheese goes a long way.
11. Tea Bags - I buy green tea bags and brew my own tea in a giant pickle jar. For me, tea is necessary because I don't like the way water tastes in my neighborhood and I refuse to buy water in a jug. I use the tea to cover the taste. Green tea is great because it doesn't make me jittery like black tea does and some reports state that it promotes weight loss. Even if it doesn't support weight loss, too much black tea gave me anxiety.
12. Parchment paper - I don't care how much it costs, parchment paper makes low carb eating easier. Just buy it. I reuse mine three or four times before I throw it out (is that gross?).
13. Parmesan Cheese- I buy the cheap Walmart brand tub of powdered parmesan cheese. It lasts forever in the fridge and I add it to cream sauces because it's cheaper than shredded cheese without sacrificing cheese flavor. If I'm making alfredo sauce I'll use equal amounts parmesan cheese and shredded mozzarella. I can't taste a difference.

Non-necessities:
1. Sour Cream - I love sour cream and will use it all the time if I have it on hand. For instance, many of the salads I bring to work have spicy meat on it. Rather than using ranch and salsa (mexi-ranch), I'll use sour cream and salsa. Fewer carbs, fewer mystery ingredients, no soy bean oil, no added sugars, and I like the consistency better. Sour cream is also great as a thickening agent in cream sauces. If you have a Mexican grocer near you (do they have them everywhere?) sour cream is cheapest there, and Mexican sour cream usually has a higher fat content.
2. Cream Cheese - I debated putting this on the necessities list because of cream cheese pancakes, and fat head pizza, and low carb mousse, and home made alfredo sauce, and all sorts of wonderful things. Cream cheese is sour cream's more popular brother. The taste is milder and it can be used more diversely. Personally, if I could only afford one thing off this list, I'd buy cream cheese.
3. Butter - I'm not saying that butter isn't a necessity simply because margarin is available (NO, no margarin), but I say it's not a necessity because you don't need it. Think about it, what does the average person use butter for? On bread or toast (which keto doesn't eat), on veggies (but why use butter when your veggies can taste like bacon?!), what else? Almost any instance where butter can be used, I think coconut oil or grease could be used instead. I do like the flavor of butter, and sometimes I do want it just because it's butter and it tastes like butter, but it isn't necessary to have it for a keto diet. Oh, the cheapest place to get it? Costco.
4. Bacon - This almost made it to the luxury list, but the one thing I like about bacon that helps to justify the price is the grease! Seriously, I'm crazy about bacon grease. Anyway, the other great thing about bacon is that it is relatively easy to cook and is great as strips, or as bacon bits (which I personally feel makes it go farther).

5. Veggies - I'm not a huge vegetable eater to start with, which is why vegetables, for me at least, are pretty low down on the list. They're great and everyone should eat them, but many vegetables have sneaky carbs in them. If you like veggies, buy in season and on sale, or frozen. Personally I think cauliflower and broccoli are great (veggies au gratin!), as well as zucchini if you have a spiral slicer.
6. Lunch meat - Although some are full of mystery ingredients and all have some carbs, I like lunch meat. It's diverse and can be used in enchiladas, as a wrap, in my mini-quiches, and as a quick snack. I keep salami and sliced cheese in the fridge at work in case I forget to pack a lunch. It's not my first choice for lunches, but it's better than trying to find something decent at a fast food place.
7. Low Carb Tortillas - For me, these are really a staple if I can afford it. Again, I live on the border. I live for Mexican food. My family also goes out for Mexican often enough that I get sick of taco salads (without the shell, of course). The awesome thing about these is that I smuggle them in my purse and scrape the meat out of my burrito and into the low carb tortilla. Yeah, I get some funny looks, but I like these because although they're smaller than restaurant burritos (built in portion control!), they have a pretty similar taste and texture. They're not authentic homemade tortillas, but they're better than the doughy Mission brand tortillas. I use these for quesadillas, burritos, chimichangas, cheese crisp, and taco salad bowls. I buy La Banderita. They're hands down the BEST low carb tortillas, better than Mission (which are better as wraps because they're thick and doughy) and better than Trader Joe's brand (which taste too fiber-y to be anywhere near authentic). They're about $4.75 (at Super Walmart, not available at Neighborhood Market Walmarts in my area) for 8  eight inch tortillas, and 5 net carbs. A little pricey and only worth eating in moderation, but this is worth it to me because I feel like it greatly increases my food options and keeps me from feeling deprived. As a side note, these are NOT gluten free and some people do stall eating low carb wheat products.

8. Pork Rinds- Pork rinds are great for two reasons. 1.) They are great in place of crackers. I have a dip recipe that calls for crushed Ritz crackers on top, I use pork rinds. Lost of recipes that just need that extra crunch can benefit from pork rinds. 2.) NACHOS. Pork rinds are pretty decent chips, so I use them for nachos. I'm not a big snack person, and I never ate many chips but nachos are a fantastic low carb dinner option once you throw on some cheese, whatever meat you've got lying around, hot sauce or salsa, and sour cream. The reason these are on the non-necessity list is because they're a little pricey ($2 for 3 servings of nachos), they don't keep well and go stale quickly (use them within a few days of opening them or they get too hard), plus they're basically chips. Chips aren't necessary when you're cutting costs, but they're sometimes nice to have. It's that simple.

Luxuries:
1. Almond flour - One thing that was really hard for me to give up was pizza. Thanks to almond flour and Fat Head Pizza (recipe coming soon!), I don't have to. The catch? Almond flour is $5 per pound where I live. Luckily you don't use almond flour in the same volume as white flour, but it's still an investment.
2. Sugar Free syrups and candies - Many people swear by sugar free syrup for coffee. Personally, I was disappointed by the sugar free syrup I tried. I just put coco powder and sweetener in my coffee instead. It's cheaper. Now, sugar free candy is totally different. I love sugar free dark chocolate. Sometimes I want a chocolate bar and the only fix is a chocolate bar, and sugar free does the trick.
3. Artificial sweeteners - Personally, since I have a sweet tooth, I really like having artificial sweetener around (I use truvia, but everyone has a different opinion) for my coffee, desserts, etc. Given that I use it in such moderation, I feel it's worth it.
4. Coconut flour - For me, coconut flour is not worth it. At a price very similar to almond flour, it's expensive. The thing about coconut flour is that I haven't found a recipe that is worth the price that I can't use almond flour for instead. Some people disagree and love it. To each their own.
6. Diet soda - I love diet soda, but when money is tight I have to wave my love goodbye.
7. Low Carb Mixers - I love liquor: margaritas, daquiris, screwdrivers, you name it. There are a lot of good low carb mixes out there, but if budget is an issue, you probably can't afford the booze anyway, right?
8. Avocados - high fat, high fiber, and can be eaten as a meal by themselves? I love avocados but they're expensive. Again, check Mexican grocery stores. Many times they're three for a $1 where I shop.
9. Stick Blender - I didn't own a blender, so making Bullet Proof Coffee was impossible without a stick blender. Even if you do own a regular blender, a stick blender is super simple to clean, takes up a lot less space, and they even make portable battery powered ones in case you want to take it to work and make bullet proof coffee on the go. The other nice thing about stick blenders is it's super easy to whip up home made whipped cream and blend cream cheese for recipes.
10.. Spiral Slicer - Whether it be a mandolin, or a cheap vegetti, this investment is great because it makes your veggies into noodles! I'm not a huge noodle person, and no, veggie noodles don't taste like real noodles, but they're close enough they'd fill a craving.

 Okay, I think this pretty much covers what I typically eat. What about you, do you disagree? Did I forget one of your favorites?

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Baby Steps vs. One Big Leap

Nerd Fitness wrote a great article about Muscle Memory. Now, the article basically talks about repetition to the point of something becoming second nature, i.e. muscle memory. It's the habitual aspect of healthy eating that lets people fall back on it in times of stress, when one can not exert any extra energy on it due to stress. Everyone has stress and at times that just becomes so encompassing that we can't put thought into anything other than our stressful situation.

A big part of muscle memory is a matter of slowly introducing things and building up on top of it, like learning a complicated dance move, you have to build up one on top of the other.
Now the point Nerd Fitness made was that just like learning a dance move, you have to build up the healthy habits one after another. I think there are two types of people in life, those that build up, and those that cannonball.
Cannonball-ers are a bit less graceful.
I'm a cannonball-er. When I decided to get healthy I dropped all shit food over night and went paleo, I joined a gym and started Olympic weightlifting, I read nothing but nutrition and exercise books for three months, and I cleaned out my wardrobe, painted my house, and basically remade my life. I'm an all or nothing person, 100%. Getting back in to the routine of going to the gym has really helped me stick with my diet. It's so refreshing.


Wednesday, July 16, 2014

An End in Sight?

I love math.
Trust me, this is actually funny.
I also realize I don't have any real concrete goals. I want to have abs, I want to fit in to a size 6, etc
are great, don't get me wrong, but maybe I'll do better with goals with deadlines. My monthly goals are now going to change. Each month, I want to lose 5% of my body weight. Seems reasonable enough given that it's recommended to lose up to 8% per month. What does this mean? Tentatively, I'll be at my "goal" weight by March (135 pounds) if my monthly weight loss follows a linear pattern. Of course, losing weight isn't linear, but 5% is 5% and each month is a chance to start fresh. Currently, my goal is to be 192 pounds by the end of July. I woke up weighing 199 and change. It's gonna be tough to lose 7 pounds in the next two weeks, but I'm hoping since I've been working out things will pick up.

Wish me luck!

Scale Addiction

I've heard people talk about obsessing over weighing themselves and how "addictive" the scale is.
Apparently I've been doing it wrong for years!

I never understood this. I liked to weigh myself every day, but it wasn't a big deal to me. Now that I have a new scale, I totally understand. There's a big difference between squinting at a 1980s analog scale and a digital scale. Now that I can see every increment of change, every ounce leaving my body, I understand.
Hopefully it doesn't become a real problem, but so far I've woken up very pleased each morning to see I've lost another pound and a half. With my old scale it was hard to see anything less than a four pound loss, plus the inconsistency issues made it very upsetting. I'm hoping being able to see this daily change will help motivate me.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Low Carb Margaritas and Unusual Side Effects

I'm only 21, and like all 21 year olds, occasionally I enjoy getting shit-faced with my friends.

 Despite being Irish, margaritas are one of my favorite drinks. I found a fantastic low carb margarita mix!
Jose Cuervo Light Margarita Mix is pretty good. Just a touch too sour, but really good. There's one unusual side effect though.

Yeah, green poop. The first time I was concerned because I didn't know what was causing it.

Okay, so I didn't call a doctor, but I did look it up online and decided that I probably wasn't dying. The second time I got drunk of this margarita mix, I had the same reaction, so I've decided it's certainly the mix and maybe I should either stop drinking OR try a different mix. There's just something about green poop that I don't trust.

Measurement Monday: July 14th, 2014

Not a terrible week. Not great, but I'm 100% back on the wagon now. Again, I apologize for the tardiness. My work schedule changed, and now I work Mondays.
Abdomen: 44.25 (.25)
Waist: 34. (.5)
Bust: 43.75 (-.25)
Chest: 37.5 (.5)
Hip: 46.25 (-.25)
Left Arm: 14.75 (.5)
Left Forearm: 10.75 (.25)
Left Calf: 16 (-.25)
Left Thigh: 27.5 (0)
Right Arm: 14.125 (-.125)
Right Forearm: 11 (.25)
Right Calf: 16.125 (-.125)
Right Thigh: 27.5 ()
Neck: 14.5 (0)
Current Weight: 202.8 pounds (?)
Inches lost: 1.25
Running total: -1.29 inches, +6.8 pounds

My goal last week had been to stay at 196, which was what my last scale said I weighed. Well, I don't know if that's true, but if so, clearly I failed. I'm not real pleased with that number, or any of the numbers this week, but oh well. This morning I was down 1.4 pounds, so who knows what's the deal.

Saturday, July 12, 2014

New App Recommendation: Fitocracy

It's been a while since I made a recommendation. A friend turned me on to Fitocracy. It's a social network for healthy people!
So, Fitocracy is not just an app, it's a true social network available both online and through the app. The reason this post is an app recommendation is because the app is awesome. Now, I'm also on Bodybuilding.com, but I find their app is clunky, lags horribly on my cheap smart phone, and crashes with an unfortunate frequency. It might really be my phone's fault, given that the Buzzfeed app also crashes, but I digress.

The great thing about Fitocracy is how easy it is to use. It even has a cool section where if you don't know how to do an exercise, there are either pictures or a thorough description. Creating a workout is a matter of hitting a little button and you can work off that same workout each time with no need to search for your exercises every time you want to log a workout. On top of all that, there's a points system!
Really, the points allow you to level up. Near as I can tell, there are no perks to leveling up, but it's a great mental reward. I'm a level 6 already. What does that mean? No clue. Am I excited about it? Yes!





New Scale, Bad News

My awesome new scale finally came in.
It's even solar powered!
Beautiful, right? Well, unfortunately that scale is an evil bitch.


It read 202.6 this morning. June 30th I was 196. This is lame. Maybe it's because I haven't been tracking what I eat? Maybe because I went to the gym yesterday and I'm retaining water? Or it could be the fact that I've cheated (only a little bit) twice this week. I have a bucket of artichoke jalapeno dip (<1 carb per 2 tablespoons!) and some brussel sprouts in the fridge. I think once those are gone, I'm going to try egg fasting again. My only concern is how the egg fast will affect my gym progress.

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Measurement Monday: July 7th, 2014

I've done really well this week, and my numbers prove it!
Abdomen: 44 (-.25)
Waist: 34 (-.25)
Bust: 44 (+.5)
Chest: 37 (-.25)
Hip: 46.5 (0)
Left Arm: 14.25 (0)
Left Forearm: 11 (+.25)
Left Calf: 16.25 (+.125)
Left Thigh: 27.5 (0)
Right Arm: 14.5 (0)
Right Forearm: 10.75 (0)
Right Calf: 16.25 (0)
Right Thigh: 27.5 (-.25)
Neck: 14.5 (0)
Current Weight: ? pounds (?)
Inches lost: -.125
Running total: -2.54 inches,? pounds

Okay, so I didn't lose as many inches as I wanted, but nearly all my numbers went down. I don't know what's going on with my bust measurement, by the way. It's been all over the place (and seems to be growing?!). As for my weight? Well, I threw out my scale! Okay, no it wasn't some ephiphany that I'm more than a number on the scale, it was because my old scale was giving very inconsistent readings (195, 162, 187 all back to back!), and I wanted a new scale as a reward for sticking to it. Plus, I'm confident I'm officially in the 190s to stay. No more blips into the land of 200. So I bought a super cool solar powered digital scale! It's supposed to be here between the 10th and 15th. If we're lucky it'll be here before next Monday. My goal this week? Not be above 196 whenever I get my scale. Oh, and don't eat like crap.

Monday, July 7, 2014

It's Time for The Talk



Oh, no, not that talk. The supplement talk. Now, I've been having a certain problem recently...


Supplements are huge in the weightlifting community, but I've always been a firm believer that it's far better to get our nutrients naturally. Well, that's a great theory, but on a restricted Keto diet, it's tough. Seriously, do you know how hard it is to get fiber in when you don't eat any grains?! Well, good news!



By taking supplements, I've not only cured my constipation (which was getting to be pretty uncomfortable), but I feel much better and my weight loss has increased! Whoo!

So what am I taking? 2 fiber pills (per directions on the bottle), 2 magnesium citrate pills (again per the instructions) and 2 cranberry pills. Why? Well, the fiber should be obvious. The magnesium also helps with that. The citrate form is one of the most absorbable form, and what I'd recommend grabbing. It's known that ketoers often are low on magnesium and potassium. The cranberry pills are because I was fighting off a UTI. The bottle says two at every meal (three times per day). I did so while I was having symptoms, but since that has subsided, I'm down to just the two in the morning. They are great for a lot of reasons.


Still No July Photos?

Yeah, you may have noticed I'm now a full week late in posting my beginning of the month photo. I swear it's not due to procrastination or laziness. It's my photographer's fault. He's been sleeping in a lot.


Wednesday, July 2, 2014

First Day Back at the Gym!

Yesterday was like a dream - if dreams left you feeling beaten the next day. I cannot even put in to words how much my butt hurts.
I am so happy to be back though, despite the fact that it hurts to put on underwear. I just feel better knowing that I'm exercising along with my good diet. Although diet is the biggest contributor to success, I just didn't feel like I was doing enough. I'm an all or nothing person.

Now, my doctor was a little apprehensive about me returning to the gym, which I understand. On the other hand, she doesn't understand weightlifting at all and had very little advice. "Don't do crunches or squats" What? When was the last time I used my abs in a squat? She even said no body weight squats. What? No, can't do that.

So I headed over to a few bodybuilding forums and consulted the experts of "bro-science" and found some really useful information regarding weight lifting post abdominal tear. The good news? I can do a LOT of the exercises I love as long as I start at a lighter weight and gradually build up. Pretty much all lower body exercises are fair game, which is awesome. On the other hand, upper body sucks.

I wanted to work on my push press, because I hurt myself on the press portion of the clean and jerk. So I tried a stand press with two 20 pound dumbells. I previously used two 35 pound dumbells so I felt that this was a good enough concession. Nope. I felt that familiar pull and tenderness as I raised my arms. I had to knock my press all the way down to two 8 pound dumbells. Ugh.

Oh, and, something I didn't read on any of my forums was bench supported bent over rows. Yeah, almost ripped myself open again. I thought it wasn't a core exercise. It is, it definitely is. Despite having my body supported by one arm and knee on the bench, the slight rotation that comes with bring the weight up was enough.

I think my upper body progression will be really slow for a while. For now, I need to use the upper body exercises as a form of core strengthening, not to work my arms and shoulders. At least for the next three months. At least no one will accuse me of skipping leg day.



An Unrelated Success

For the last few years I've been writing a novel. Well, this past week, I finished it (okay, the 7th draft) and sent it off to my readers! This is so exciting. It got me thinking though, about plot. Plot is what makes the story move. It's what the story IS.

I think this is what the weight loss "journey" (I hate that word) really looks like as well (though I should hope your chart would be going down, not up!). I'm hoping that with enough patience I can get through this just like I got through my book.